Every once in a while, I would have this dilemma…
TO BE.. OR NOT TO BE…
Aww, I hate this. I’m not supposed to be doing this, or can I?
I want to stop myself. I want to stop this feeling. Please don’t be so nice to me so I don’t feel so good ^-^
I need a cure… Please come fast!
It’s snowing in Word Press…
And it was snowing in Seoul too. This morning I woke up because of the alarm, calling everyone else to cancel our group study because I was too tired. Surprisingly everyone else agreed^^ So I went back to sleep.
An hour later, I got an SMS… “It’s snowing!”
Not affected by the excitement sent via SMS, I replied on my bed “Really? Should I go out and see it?”
No I wasn’t being sarcastic. It’s just that last time was a really pity (first) snow — sorta like a false alarm.
A few minutes later I got a reply, “Just look out the window with sentimental music on!!!”
My eyes wide open, jumping off my bed to see these really big big snow flakes falling everywhere <3<3
My first snow… Hi… Nice to meet you ^^ We have officially met.. Please take good care of me…
My excitement just burst out. Turning on my computer, I wanted to skype my family and show them. Unfortunately no one was online. I started receiving more texts and was all hyped texting back and forth. I tried taking pictures with my icecream phone. It looks so clear I definitely can capture this! Jjikkk~ Oh no.. memory full -____-
hahaha… There goes my trial of capturing the memory of my first snow. I was hyped enough to forget that I could in fact erase all photos in my phone to take new ones — how silly is that.
So, my mood is really good today. And as I’ve been stressed over studying Economics for final exam. Today… I will love Econ ^^ hahaha.. silly, but I just love it… I can love anyone right now.
Why do I feel so much better now?
…Various reasons
But I’m glad you’re there ^^
Why is that such a big factor in my life?
It is the only thing that makes my life so unhappy. Why?
I don’t need it yet I still do. What a ridiculous thing.
Why?
I can’t find the answer..
Someone help me..
It’s back.. i’m down again
There’s a lot of stress today. And I feel like crying again.
Backlogged my posts, last time this happened was early this year.
I need time alone. I need time…
