Cry

I cried…

…who would have thought that little stress…

could pile up so much…. that it burst out

It’s easier to just let it out…

FIGHTING!

Studies..

Time to start posting something..

It’s been a while. Again, I’ve been busy with work.  When is this gonna end? I’m so tired already…

Deadline was first set on Jan 19.. and then Feb 25.. and now March 11.. I hope this is the real final date.

LOL.. I’m making this seem as if this will be the end of the project T___T There will definitely be some kind of “aftermath”… put it more optimistically, little bits here and there to fix with the system.  Aisshh, end it!

With the economic crisis around the world, my plan of study has moved up a little.  (Or not, should it have been earlier?)  Well, it’s been 3 years of working.. about the right time to go to Management school.  “Business” management school to be specific.

I’ve been thinking hard about this.  Since I’ve never studied business before and never worked in the business area, will I make it?  Of course I will ^^ keke…  I just have to convice them in the application that I can and that I will make it a great success.

Finding the school is so hard.  It’s not just picking any big or well-known school.  It’s about what I want to do in the future and which schools would be good enough for me.  Personally I don’t believe I have to make my life miserable by studying and working real hard to get super-high scores on GMAT.  Get in to a very high ranked school.  Get stressed being competitive with fellow students.  Have no (or less) life because I have to study hard to maintain my rank in the class.  Graduate with great result.  Work in a global company at a top management position.  Find no social and end up living alone…. LOL this is so pessimistic!!  But this is really what I DON’T want to be…

I’ve talked to several people.  Some asked me why I don’t go for a top ranked school when I can or have potential to.  I just need to study for GMAT, get good score, apply for it.  It may be hard to get a scholarship but there’s an option to get a loan.  This would open up my options in the future!

That confused me for a while…

Yes, that would really open up my options.  But it reminds me.. “wherever I go, I shall prosper.. I will always be above and not beneath.. because His favor surrounds me as with a shield”…

For those of you who are Christians, this may sound familiar.  For those who are not, this is a verse from the Bible (I can’t remember which book but I see this one often).. It’s really nice to know that whatever my decisions are God will always be with me and help me to prosper… Prosperity, for me, does not concern only money, it’s all about the quality of life.

Ok, back on the track… I just went deep down a little… LOL

After finding schools and scholarship in UK for a while.. I decided to move on to other countries ^^  I once visited Korea and it really impressed me so I thought I should give it a shot and see what are available!  keke.. Will I be making the right choice to go there? I’m just doing whatever things will make me happy right? (without extremely ruining my future, of course, but this isn’t that bad?!)

I love travelling.  I love languages.  I once wanted to study in China (just so I can get a new language)  Why not Korea this time?  When I have all the passion and interests :)

Finally, I’ve made up my mind.  I’m gonna apply for a scholarship there (after I finish with my UK school applications) and then let’s see what happens with my life!