Doubts about LIFE?
January 7, 2010What is life to me now? I’m having so much fun planning for my life :)
While others are concentrating on their studies, preparing for PhD’s, planning for work… what am I doing?
All I can think about my future is how will I have fun in life while making money? Is this even… making sense or practically doable?
Recently I’ve been having doubts whether choosing to study in Seoul, in a totally different field, without proper goal, was really a correct choice I made. Should I have waited and applied to a scholarship in Singapore? Should I have tried to go to China instead? Either way, I know I will survive ^^ ㅋㅋ
“LIFE”
To me, life is easy. Life is happiness. Life is fun. I don’t want stress in my life. Life is walking with God without worrying about failures that may come :)
People struggle around me. They plan so hard about their future. I used to be like that as well. Planning for future, good job, great success.. Thought I should be rich.. find a great guy.. a stable family.. But all that doesn’t even matter to me now.. as long as I can live day by day like this..
Am I right? Am I taking it too easy? Will I be really happy or is this just a fantasy?
What is it that makes me happy?
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Dilemma
December 5, 2009Every once in a while, I would have this dilemma…
TO BE.. OR NOT TO BE…
Aww, I hate this. I’m not supposed to be doing this, or can I?
I want to stop myself. I want to stop this feeling. Please don’t be so nice to me so I don’t feel so good ^-^
I need a cure… Please come fast!
Snow… My First Snow
December 5, 2009It’s snowing in Word Press…
And it was snowing in Seoul too. This morning I woke up because of the alarm, calling everyone else to cancel our group study because I was too tired. Surprisingly everyone else agreed^^ So I went back to sleep.
An hour later, I got an SMS… “It’s snowing!”
Not affected by the excitement sent via SMS, I replied on my bed “Really? Should I go out and see it?”
No I wasn’t being sarcastic. It’s just that last time was a really pity (first) snow — sorta like a false alarm.
A few minutes later I got a reply, “Just look out the window with sentimental music on!!!”
My eyes wide open, jumping off my bed to see these really big big snow flakes falling everywhere <3<3
My first snow… Hi… Nice to meet you ^^ We have officially met.. Please take good care of me…
My excitement just burst out. Turning on my computer, I wanted to skype my family and show them. Unfortunately no one was online. I started receiving more texts and was all hyped texting back and forth. I tried taking pictures with my icecream phone. It looks so clear I definitely can capture this! Jjikkk~ Oh no.. memory full -____-
hahaha… There goes my trial of capturing the memory of my first snow. I was hyped enough to forget that I could in fact erase all photos in my phone to take new ones — how silly is that.
So, my mood is really good today. And as I’ve been stressed over studying Economics for final exam. Today… I will love Econ ^^ hahaha.. silly, but I just love it… I can love anyone right now.
Uptime
December 1, 2009Why do I feel so much better now?
…Various reasons
But I’m glad you’re there ^^
